Sunday, May 23, 2010

Today, I want to share my innermost thoughts, thoughts I normally only share with a few

I feel in my heart as though I am not fulfilling My destiny, I feel so helpless and without much drive.

My life right now seems to be on cruise control, it’s easy for me to go to sleep and let the rest of the world go by.

I try to interact with people but, I feel so inferior and it hurts.

One example, I went to a large furniture store with my wife yesterday. I took my walker and not my electric chair. I walked about a football length and gave out!

I told my wife I was going to sit down and she could go on.

I know it’s because of my condition but, it still hurts! I know in some ways we all have limitations, we are not immortal yet. We suffer sickness, pain, death and so much more.

I’ll just be so happy when we no longer are bothered by this ole body, can you imagine the new one; I can.

Lord, come and take this old life with You! So many times we grow weary of this life! Help us to fight fight fight, because at the end is VICTORY! Amen!


RL

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